During the period when Lao Mo's father passed away, many friends brought sincere greetings and heartfelt care to Lao Mo. Lao Mo was deeply grateful.

In book reviews, groups, and WeChat, there are comforting words from readers' friends everywhere. Lao Mo is really moved. In a simple sentence, Lao Mo is worth having friends like you in his life.

Speaking of my father's departure, I am very sorry that I was unable to see him for the last time, which is also the most guilty part of my heart.

My father had a tumultuous life. My great grandfather was a landlord and married a third wife. He only gave birth to my grandfather when he was fifty years old.

But I didn't have a good time. After my grandfather was born, our family's fortunes declined and we contracted tuberculosis (now known as cancer). At the age of thirty, we passed away in the same year as my great grandfather. Father and son, one was thirty and the other was eighty.

My father was 15 years old, three brothers, two sisters and my youngest aunt, who was only two months old.

If it's just these, it's fine. It's not a big deal, but unfortunately we didn't have a good time because of our ancestors' relationship. When my father evaluated the quality, he was named a wealthy farmer.

Many young people nowadays are not familiar with the background of that time. At that time, in the production team, whenever someone looked down on my father and made a small report, he would be labeled like a plant vs. zombie and criticized. (I don't know if this game was developed based on that era background)

My father's childhood was bleak. After getting married, the days of criticism and struggle became increasingly rare. Later, with land reform, he contracted all his land to farmers, and my father was truly free.

At that time, Northeast China encouraged land reclamation, and my father and mother began to yearn for it. Finally, they were able to turn things around and cultivate their own fields.

As a result, it was found that the good places were all occupied by some people with backgrounds, similar to someone who had already drawn their territory.

Helpless, my parents had to go further to clear the land. After a few years, in addition to the fields allocated by the production team, they finally had their own four acres of paddy fields (growing rice, only one season for crops in Northeast China) and some dry fields.

With our own small piece of land, life has just become prosperous, and my brother, sister, and I have gradually appeared in this family. At least we don't have to worry about food and clothing anymore.

But the good days didn't last long. When I was nine years old, my father suddenly had a cerebral thrombosis and almost passed away.

After surviving, he was also partially paralyzed and unable to work normally. The whole family's sky seemed to collapse suddenly.

At that time, my older brother was in the first year of junior high school. After dropping out of school, he started working in the fields, digging the ground, plowing and doing all the heavy work, which fell on the shoulders of my mother and older brother.

My sister also helps with farming, while my job is much lighter - herding cattle, not even as tall as cows, often dragged by cows running all over the ground (sweat! No wonder the strength of Tauren warriors is so strong).

The loss of our father, the main labor force, has made our family suddenly financially strained. As for the so-called relatives, I will use the words' hehe 'instead. Those who have been poor understand, so let's not talk about them.

My sister also stopped studying in the second year of junior high school. At that time, her grades were very good, but she was very sensible. After all, the family's conditions were too poor.

My older brother and sister dropped out of school one after another, and when I started junior high school, I finally understood my sister's difficulties.

Because our home is in the mountains (Ganfanpen Village, which is my home and has decent soil), we have to walk fifteen miles of mountain roads to get to the town's middle school. We need to live on campus and return home every weekend.

So the problem is, going home every weekend often incurs some small expenses at school, and we don't know where so many projects come from. Anyway, there are various "fees", three yuan this time and five yuan next time.

Every time I go home and ask for money, it becomes the most difficult question for me to talk about, but it still doesn't work. I remember not getting the money again, but on Monday when I went to school, Lao Shi asked me to come home at night to withdraw it.

Nima, it was winter at that time, school was over four o'clock, and it was almost dark. I walked fifteen miles of mountain road alone, and there were often some unknown birds chirping in the woods, which scared me so much that my hair stood on end.

After experiencing several such incidents, I also decided not to read anymore. When I announced this news, there was a complete silence at home.

I had a great chance of getting into college, and my family promised to provide for my education even if it meant sacrificing everything.

But I saw my future from the cost of junior high school, which was simply an unbearable burden. So I was graduated and spent 88 yuan to buy a graduation certificate because at that time, the country implemented nine-year compulsory education. Buying a certificate proves that you have received nine-year compulsory education, which is a scam.

Later, my older brother and sister got married one after another, and I started my career as a part-time worker after graduating from junior high school with a bachelor's degree.

Since 1997, I have traveled to many places, sleeping in parks and bridge holes. When it rained in the middle of the night, I stayed under someone's roof until dawn. When I was most hungry, I didn't eat for two days. I accidentally found fifty cents and bought a cake to eat. I have worked as a security guard, waiter, chef, salesperson, bricklayer.

I'm not saying this to win sympathy from everyone, but I want to tell you one thing: I'm working so hard to change my destiny.

Although I have suffered a lot, I have also learned a lot. At the age of 24, by chance, I became a magician.

A profession that looked very high-end, from then on I also had a stable income of my own. Although I didn't make a fortune, I didn't have to go hungry.

When I was 24 years old, many people had just transitioned from university to society, but after undergoing the transformation of a social university, I understood many things.

I started communicating with my parents frequently and became less stubborn. I reported good news and not bad news. When I had the ability, I went back to see them more often and took them out for a walk whenever I had the chance.

Because I foresaw the arrival of this day at that time, I cherish everything I have now, so I have no regrets about my father's departure this time.

Even if life were reversed and I were to live again, I may not necessarily live better than this time, so I hope my friends can cherish the present.

Like a song that sings: Love each day as if it were the end, every minute and second so beautiful that tears fall.

The pace of life is getting faster and faster nowadays, and many people can no longer stop to think about something. I don't want you to follow in the footsteps of your predecessors blindly under the guidance of others.

Knowledge cannot change destiny, only wisdom can change destiny. When you can see through the essence of life, then think about what you want.

If we treat a family as a ship of life, striving to cross the vast ocean, it is our parents who brought us onto this ship, but when the time comes, they need to disembark.

And we are the same, we will also bring our children onto this ship, and even if we don't want to give up, we have to get off the ship.

Whether it's a small boat or a sailboat or a giant ship, it's just a difference in appearance. In fact, it's still a cycle of welcoming and sending back and forth.

We can easily see our own results, but many people do not want or dare not think about their own results, and try to avoid them. Then they become completely lost, and when this result comes, they will find that they have lost much less than they have gained.

Never mind, pretending to be profound is not my style, pretending to be melancholic is not my tone. In the world of novels, indulging in pleasure and revenge is the way to go.

I just got home today and quickly wrote a chapter to upload. I felt a bit emotional for a while and wanted to share with everyone. Don't mind, I haven't slept well for a few days and my mind is in a mess. I'll go take a nap later, wake up, and continue writing.

Thank you again to those friends who care about Lao Mo. I have made writing a part of my life, and I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible, devote myself to work, and try my best to code more. I hope everyone can support the genuine version and Lao Mo more. Thank you, Lao Mo.